Final Reflection
So... it is all over.
Taking everything in to account... all my previous posts, everything we have had to think about/plan for our final piece I think things went pretty well actually. I am not going to lie, the weather at the beginning of the week began to worry me. It was so very very cold. How were the audience going to react? Were they going to be miserable and non responsive? Hence our decision to provide hot drinks and blankets. This was also due to one of the criterions stating that we should think carefully about our 'sensitivity to audience'. We had a bit of trouble the week before when we discovered that what the piece looked like in our heads, was not what it looked like in reality. Therefore we had to carefully rethink what was valueable and what wasn't. However it made me think carefully about the value of having people give advice and their views. I have always been someone who thinks that I can do everything alone, that I don't want to burden people but sometimes you just need people to help you realise something you may not want to. While the audience may have been chilly and perhaps they may have seen the piece as a little 'out there', I believe that they reacted well to it. I believe that we kept their attention throughout and managed to create an atmosphere (rather inadvertently) much like a horror film. This simply happened in a heat of the moment kind of manner. Our own performance attitudes mixed with the mood of the evening and the overall feel of the piece meant that the audience were a little 'freaked' and that the flow and content of the piece was somewhat mysterious. Our initial problem/question concerning a barrier between the audience and the performer was challenging but engaging and we experimented much with possible communication between both parties. I think this worked well and was original, it provided us with an idea we could always return to, if we ever became stuck or struggled. Being out of our comfort zones meant that this sometimes happened. However, we were able to overcome this but it was hard work and took a lot of concentration. We experimented with light and the possible uses of it. We found an original light source in touch-lights and experimented fully with the different ways of switching them on/off, their location in space, what parts of the body can been highlighted. Due to our location we needed a brighter light source and therefore decided upon the desk lamp. We tried to think 'outside of the box' during rehearsals when thinking of movement and all contributed to the think tank of movement ideas. We also tried to pay close attention to the length of time taken for each part of our piece. We tried to play extremes of time - the longest and the shortest, and the reaction of the audience to this. We also focussed on stillness and whether this can alter the shape of a piece, if watching the audience changes who the performer is.When thinking about our audience we thought long and hard about the comfort of the audience, as they were outside. The weather was becoming incredibly cold so we decided to provide blankets and cups of tea. I believe this helped to comfort the audience and made them more engaged to the piece and willing to watch. I believe that the piece clearly displayed how we had thought carefully about, experimented with and considered; location, content, lighting, time, theme, meaning and implications.Overall I have found this course challenging, frustrating, stressful and time-consuming but also engaging, interesting, eye-opening and fun. I have always thought that university is potentially the only time you can have to experiment and try what you wish choreography-wise without restrictions, permission needed and paying for it. And I am glad that I actually tried (albeit kind of had to ;)) something different and pushed myself out of my comfort zone. As much as I hate doing so, I am grateful for the experience as I think it has enriched my work as a choreographer and enhanced my thoughts as a dancer.And many thanks to my wonderful choreographer collegues and Mike, and Rhianne and Simon! Oh and thanks also to whoever has read this!So thats it... with 3 minutes to spare ;)OVER AND OUT.

